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Anonymous asked: I know... and that's what makes it worse. I know that by skipping meals and things that your body goes into starvation mode and you can gain more weight from the food you eat, but I just can't see a way out... When I was younger, I used to watch reports on the news about teen health, and I told myself that I would never, EVER harm myself, or starve, and I would never let myself get depressed. And now I'm wondering where it all went wrong.
I know exactly what your feeling trust me, I’ve been through exactly the same thing. It sucks to know that everyone around you is basically judging you because of the way society has become. I blame society for everything. It’s like just because someone is a littler heavier than someone else doesn’t mean they are any less of a person. It just pisses me off because sorry I’m not perfect and don’t have a thigh gap.
I have to go out to the city now and who knows when ill be back, if you want, message me off anon and we can talk later, I will gladly do so.
Anonymous asked: But that's the thing. Because people expect me to have a good body shape, I feel like I never live up to the expectations. And she is always picking up on what I'm eating. Like, once, my friend had given me some of his chocolate because I had come out of class and had worked myself so hard my blood sugar level went really low and I felt weak and like I was gonna pass out, and she was like "oh dancers don't eat that crap" and made me feel so bad I went and threw it up soon after.
like I said though, you don’t need others to control you or your body. If your not happy with your body then change, don’t change for other people because in the end it always hurts to know you did this for someone who hurt you. I’ve been through it, starving myself, throwing up my food, it’s torture to yourself and its not really helping anything. It’s making it actually worse and harder for you to loose weight.